185, Please no.

Last night I had a nightmare, that I weighed 185.

I haven't weighed myself in a while, and recently i haven't been taking care of myself.

I hope thats not what i really weigh.

Yesterday my mom took me to get my hair done. It was really nice of her.

It made me feel good to get something done to my hair. I layered it and dyed it blonde.

It look pretty nice. I had been feeling down about stuff, including my weight of course, and spending time with my mom like that cheered me up.

My dad is coming down to visit us in 2 days. I'm really excited to see him. I haven't seen him in over two months since he moved up to Ohio.

My mom bought me these weight loss pills. They are supposed to help my metabolism and I just have to drink a lot of water. Her friends daughter lost 60 pounds with them. So I thought they were worth trying, i really hope it works. Since were on break now I thought it be great to start exercising again. I finally have time to do that.

My sister is also coming down for Christmas with her husband. Shes pregnant, and my mom got really excited and did a lot of shopping. Oh boy.

I haven't been on here for a while, but I'll be back on everyday, posting stuff, and sharing/ searching for motivation.

Hope your all doing well.