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I'm Lilian, Call me Lili. I'm just a teenage girl trying to lose weight and change the way I see myself. This blog is mainly like a diary. I will post to express myself and let things out, and maybe help other girls in the process, and gain help from others. <3

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Monday, June 7, 2010

Nightmares can turn into reality

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All I can remember about a dream I had last night was that i was back to weighing 180. Crazy. Scary? Ugh maybe it's a warning, because I've been eating things I shouldn't, and alot of it. Oh boy, I'm pretty sure I've gained back a few pounds.
Later on tonight I will definitely go out and walk, I just hope it doesn't rain.

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2 comments:

  1. i love walking in the rain, its so liberaing.

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  2. Oh I do too, and I agree. But It's been more like storming here, with intense lightning and thunder, and as beautiful as I think lightning is, I don't really want to walk in that kind of weather, and my paren'ts wouldn't allow me to.

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