I remember walking into Forever21 with my mom, and picking out all these dresses I liked, because I needed a dress for some special occasion. All dresses I picked were a size large, ofcourse. They were all so gorgeous.
But when I walked into the fitting room, and started trying them on, only to see that none of them would fit, that I just couldn't get that last step done, zipping it up, I cried. I was so angry. I even had my mom help me, but the darn zipper just wouldn't go up.
I was so aggravated and broken at that moment, that I grabbed a dress and pulled at it, until the cloth beneath the zipper ripped.I didn't even feel bad, I didn't care that I just ripped the dress. I kept saying, how is it that none of these large size dresses fit me, why can't they make these dresses in extra large as well. I know they have a extra large size section in there, which if I may add, at my mall, that section is tiny, and I can't find the same dresses in there. I thought that they were just so inconsiderate.
I just walked out of there, my mom trailing behind, she kept calling to me, but I kept walking because I was so angry, and I was about to cry, and I knew that I wasn't going to be able to hold the tears back for long. I didn't want people passing by me and seeing that I was crying.
That was such a terrible moment.
Ugh.
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I know that extact feeling of disappointment. Its worse when you go into a store and they don't have your size at all. That makes me feel so small and ashamed.
ReplyDeleteI know that feeling. I get jealous when I see my cousins picking out all those small sizes. I just feel like crying seeing them getting everything.
ReplyDelete:C -hugs to all- Ugh, very true.I even sometimes try to hide the fact that I'm carrying a size large. But we shall get through this soon enough.
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